A Journey for Purpose: Day 3

Little progress in the last two days. So far everything is still meaningless. I am still in chapter one of my jourrney. I have made a list of thing that I put much emphasis on in my life and compared them to see... that's right--MEANINGLESS!
Hey is a short list:

School
Money
Job
Honors
House
And for sure the number one thing.... Wife

Now don't cut me off yet. I know what your thinking. These things can have meaning. True! But by themselves they do not. They are not what we should live our lives for.



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We are to live our lives for the glory of God. All of the thing that i have been striving for in my life can be use to do that but not if they are my focus. The key is to focus on God and the may come or it may not but at least you will be content.

A Journey for Purpose: Day 1

MEANINGLESS!  Everything is meaningless.
So what is the point of this life? .... I don't know, but my goal is to find out....

This Jesus guy is Awesome!

So my church on Wednesday night is going through Ephesians. I missed the first week. The whole time change at the church (not daylight savings) messed me up a little. But I made this past week for Chapter 2 Verses 1-10. To help understand what is going on I went over the first two chapters. In the end, I found what is a duh statement for so many Christians. Salvation is by Christ alone. It is because of Him the we evil gentiles are able to stand in the presents of God. This is mind blowing. Mainly because of how sinful I was when He saved me. I have been saved will be saved and one day will be saved. I don't understand it.... nor will I ever. To help show how I feel about me BC (before Christ) I am adding a youtube link. This is me! I have gone to flesh to make a life. and He called me Home. By Grace I am going home. Soon I will be home.

Redirecting

I have grown to see how worthless my blog has been. It had no focus nor purpose. While I am sure only two people ever looked at it, My blog has not been what I hoped for it to be. It was merely a overflow of my other blog which is my rants and feelings and on the random weekends my fears. That is why I am going to try and redirect this to be on my fight encourage others and my self. I hope to make it almost completely scripture based. For those out there, please pray for this end. I think it will be a little rough at first, But I will by grace alone make it through.

R.I.P. dear friend

So I kinda feel like this is a bad time for this post because of two friends having lost their loved one in real life. But since I have only 2 followers, This is a eulogy to my long loved and already replaced yellow hat.

I remember when I first got you. It was only this past summer. you were always their when I needed you. At first I thought Steven (your real owner) would care if I took you. He seemed to not mind at all. So I would take you to all the fun places-like the beach and to work. You help keep my hair where it was meant to be and made the sun stop inches from my eyes. You gave me my first true fashion statement.  You were there through thick and thin. Through all the times of sweat, heck we even took a few showers together. I must say you knew me better the I knew myself at times. You will be missed. I only wished you could have lasted long enough to see me graduate. Maybe be there for my first date. Hold me upright on my wedding day.  I know you can be replaced. I already have 4 replacements. But You will always be the first. My first true love. My yellow hat.

May you rest in peace.

A Day Wasted

So today I was looking what I have done. and my answer--A lot! However, I have not done anything for the glory of God. I have done a chuck of HW and put in one load of clothes. I have sat in much much drama.
All in all this is a pointless day. But wait! all of this drama has brought about a way for me to suffer for Chirst. I just hope that I have loved for Christ.

Today is ganna be the day

So today I had a fun time hanging out in the tree in my ENO. I had several ffriends try it out as well as a friend chill sit with me. The best part was the nap and prayer time. I was alsoable to read a great Psalm -- 86. I played PS3 for the first time in several weeks. and watched a movie with some friends! A great day. I just Hope JW is doing ok....